I am in transition. Hope you enjoy the ride through my thoughts, hopes, dreams, stories, adventures, misadventures, and the never ending pursuit of the things we call happy.

Monday, October 18, 2010

oooooook.

So as I sit here and reread my last posting a lot of life and more importantly a lot of living has occured. So I apologize as I just attempt to stumble around the words to begin... ya gotta start somewhere.

And with that sayin, I think that depicts my life in the last half of the year.

I live in Nashville,TN now. I am married. I have 4 dogs. I am dancing full time again with a new start up company. I have roommates... ???... ya, I know, backwards much. I work also at a Pet Resort. I have much more friends than foe. People depend on and believe in me. I have a laptop, which is one of the reasons for the distant writting. I have health insurance again as of yesterday, which in turn means I can help my heart aches... the literal ones... not trying to be a sad poet.

I've been waiting for this for a very long time. The dancers all care and we are a family. The director hasn't forgotten what it's like to be a dancer, and I am no longer struggling.

I do have some downfalls though. I am tired. I'd rather be this though than bored, but I realized that theres no me time. Dancers are like cats... cats are artists... moody, loving, schemers. I haven't been able to do anything of the sort. Still trying to find the balance on the line of sane and out of my mind.

I dream big.

I hope for better.

I still wont take crap.

I eat the cake... and don't look back.

I hope to be able to still accomplish my dancer project...

Til next time... cheers from here in Starbucks, somewhere in Nashville.

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